/ˈrɛtrəɡreɪd/
adjective
"directed or moving backwards."
I am currently on the verge of losing it. And so I turn to writing. My sanctuary. Reading my most recent post it's crazy how in March 2020 I said "It's month 3 out of 12 and so far things are looking pretty great". Only one month after that post and how little thought did I give at the time to the possibility that life, for myself and everyone else, would tip upside down.